Author: Sonia

You were first  before the pain  and the straying away  you called my name  you drew me to you  before I could even understand  You […]

The constant mental stimulation So many distractions to numb the pain Avoiding what needs to be addressed Numbing the anxiety Am I reverting to previous […]

Remember the days you prayed for this Remember the waiting is not in vain Remember there is an end to the pain All is not […]

To be loved Truly loved First pick not an after thought Cared for and adored Considered, not forgotten Embraced and protected  Safe from harm and […]

All the memories of the past Keep returning to my mind Innocent love turned into a nightmare Lonely nights filled with despair Places filled with […]

I am enough!, Am I enough? Seeking to find but hiding on the inside I am loved but I don’t feel the love Seeking to […]

Why do I spend so much of my present thinking of the past and dreaming of the future?  Why can’t I face today and stop […]

High expectations Unattainable goals Am I setting myself up To forever be alone Closed off To scared to test if I’m fully healed All the […]

Gentle whispers calling me Running from who I was created to be So many mistakes ruining the plan A past filled with regret  A future […]

My emotions and thoughts on display for all to see completely open and vulnerable, what a scary place to be  In a world filled with […]