I spend most of my life hiding or dreaming

I let distractions lead me away from you

to scared to try all the things I aspire to do

answers to my life issues can’t be found on my phone

but I stay scrolling, wanting connection

but feeling more and more alone

the trap of comparison and rejection is overwhelming

but here I am again avoiding real life so I stay distracted

searching for answers in a virtual world

that becomes overwhelming and numb, and it never satisfies

forgive me Father

for living distracted.