I stopped searching for things to fill me knowing now none of them can console me I stopped reaching for people who stopped reaching for […]
The pain and the healing – part 1 and 2
The pain part 1: I was convinced that this was as good as it gets this was all I was worth a body to be […]
Thoughts 1
Why do I spend so much of my present thinking of the past and dreaming of the future. Why can’t I face today and stop […]
Unexpected
Not what I expectedI thought there was a chancethat I’d somehow be good enoughto have the happily ever afterbut fairy tales aren’t realat least not […]
You don’t even see me
Where do I beginDo I start with howwith just one look into your eyesleaves me mesmerizedall I see is you and you don’t even see […]
Distracted
I spend most of my life hiding or dreaming I let distractions lead me away from you to scared to try all the things I […]
The pain still lingers
The years go by and the pain still lingers Mistakes from the past still haunting me today longing for the relief of a new day. […]