God help me
I feel lost again
How do I still not know who I am
Why am I still unsatisfied
I love words but they always
seem to leave me
Why do I keep missing the mark
How do I keep wandering in the dark
I want your will so why
do I keep chasing mine
I’m ignoring the fear and pain
It’s a game I never win
but here I go playing it again
Why am I still so insecure
and holding on to shame and regret
I am forgiven but somehow
I don’t fully get that yet
The truth sets me free
so why do I waste time
believing lies